that the wrinkles in my forehead will get worse too quickly
that I have cancer growing inside me
and that I feed it because I eat too much chocolate
that forever I will receive physical sickness when someone sends love
that I will look back and regret having worked so hard
that I will look back and regret having worked so little
climate change and climate refugees and the war that will follow
that maybe it will not get better
that maybe this is it
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